Monday, April 30, 2007

Lions and Tigers and Bears

Yesterday, we went to the zoo. We managed to get there in time for the lion and tiger feeding. Hmmm... interesting experience considering I don't eat red meat myself. This is papa lion, who gets hand fed like a baby.



Check out the size of his paw:



We rented pedal bikes and ripped around on the little dirt pathways. Wheee! Definitely the way to go. When we stopped at the Arctic Wolves for our picnic lunch they howled melodically in unison. Owwooowooowhoooooo. Mesmerizing!

And a few other favourite shots:






Watching this motionless camel was pure meditation. Alice the camel has three humps.


My Favourite Photograph

This was once my favourite photograph: Fruit Flag of a Flavourful Nation

Friday, April 27, 2007

Ghostbuster Construction Pirates

Yesterday it rained grey and wet. And the news scrolling across the tv in the elevator wasn't too bright and cheerful either. I left for lunch feeling a bit low, looking at the cement as my feet swerved yet another splash and dash.

Then out of the corner of my eye I see a large blur of steely indigo blue. Three burly men, dressed identically in blue overalls and steel-toed boots, stride towards me swiftly, strongly, and silently like a band of determined pirates looking for their loot.

Also like Ghostbusters - minus out Proton Gun mobile particle accelerators, add in sledgehammers and keychains. I blurt out laughing, wide-eyed and stunned, and then try to get out of their freight train way.

I wish I had a video camera with me - it was the quintessential movie moment, with tough men walking side by side in slow motion (ah, but minus the slow motion) down the runway before jetting off on another adventure. Think Top Gun, Apollo 13, and Men In Black.

Smee, the short and stocky bald ghostbuster construction pirate I will name after the jovial assistant to Captain Hook, smiled back as I told him they looked like ghostbuster pirates. I think I made his day.

He definitely made mine.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Duma

A twelve-year-old boy sends his cheetah back to the wild, and in doing so, leaves home and kinda gets lost on the African savanna. So goes Duma, the movie I was watching with my younger son.

He asks me if the boy is lost.

Yes, I answer.

He instantly bursts into tears so heart-wrenching that he has to hide his head in his favourite blanket. Storm clouds erupt showers down his cheeks and he climbs onto my lap.

From that moment on, the movie is sad and scary to him. He cries more than once, each time snuggling deeper and deeper into my arms - a second security blanket.

At one point in the movie, we see Mom searching for her son. Run out and find her, my son screams out. Then cries again when the two don't connect.

This is too sad, I want to go to bed, he says.

I tell him he has to stay up to see the happy ending. And he does. And it is.

I love being a Mom. I love being so important to my boys that the thought of being lost without me is scarier than lions and hyenas and crocodiles and elephants and hippopotamuses and tse tse flies.

But then, I feel the same way about them.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Feelings, nothing more than feelings

My older son asked if I wanted to be a problogger, and stay at home and write on my blog about, get this,...."feelings."

It said it with the intonation of an 8 year old - "Ew, you touched a giirrrl."

Not only that, he went on: "Do you want to be a prologger, and stay at home and write on your blog about feeeliinnnggs, and hope that maybe someday someone might care enough to one day like it?"

Man, you gotta love kids. Share the love brother, share the love.

Oh, and by the way, he has decided he wants me to call him Paris, not older son.

Just Paris.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Skies are not cloudy all day

e.e. cummings: The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.

A few days ago I heard that my dad's mild heart attack in February was actually something much more serious than we expected. In fact, his artery is 80% clogged and he needs surgery, fast. Thankfully, he is being looked after promptly and already has an appointment to meet with his surgeon.

I grew up in a house that was always full of laughter. My dad was one of those guys that liked to sneak up on my mom and tickle her from behind. (Guys just love the soapy-handed vulnerable woman who won't fight back with a thin wet wine glass.) He also liked to sing home, home on the range, where the deer and the antelope play. He taught me to have fun, help out, try my best, and above anything else, he taught me to be positive in life. Basic stuff, I admit.

But in times like these, when it is so easy to despair, I find I have a tendency to not worry. I keep at it, do what needs to be done, focus on what is important, and have a few laughs as well. And I sing. And tell everyone that things will be just fine. Then perhaps add a few more notes of laughter. In fact, I often find I laugh more the crazier life gets - a ying and a yang thing. "Ha ha ha, this is nuts, ha ha ha, what a day, wheee ha."

I believe positive thought is more powerful than negative thought. So for you Dad, today I am moving about doing the basic stuff. Having a few laughs and sending my energy back to you, home, home on the range, where seldom is heard, a discouraging word, and the skies are not cloudy all day.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

The Good Earth

I often find it ironic that we bought a house to own a piece of land. My husband and I are not landscapers. Nor are we gardeners. Nor are we the type to pay someone to be landscapers or gardeners on our behalf.

We sometimes throw a blanket on top of our grass / moss / weed and enjoy a summer picnic. Sometimes we play a short game of soccer or mini golf or badminton. Once a year we pitch the tent and try to sleep with the ever present sounds of the urban forest in the background. But mostly we have a bit of land to hold the house and support the trees.

My point? We are horrific landowners, barely managing to keep our yard from retreating back into the infamous Canadian wilderness of poetic lore - despite many polite and welcome attempts by family and neighbours to help us out (your gifts of flowers and dirt and herbs are always welcome).

But last night.....ahhhh, last night, we were not just landowners, we were passionate farmers in love with the rich soil in our possession. We felt the dirt, moved the dirt, tasted the dirt.

We also butchered the weeds, tamed the surviving few blades of spring grass with our mighty push-mower, and chartered new territory in the herb garden we abandoned five years ago. We grabbed firmly onto our shovels and dug deep into the depths of our compost, where brown organic egg shells dappled new soil the colour of deepest Africa and contraband Cuban cigars.

We planted plants we forgot to plant last year. And the year before.

We rescued our rhubarb stalks and blueberry bushes from the barbarians at the gate. Damn those weeds.

We became one with worms, spiders, wood bugs, beetles, and millions of microorganisms that I thankfully couldn't see.

And then, light fading fast to almost dark, the rewards of working the good earth - dirty fingernails, muddy boots, sweaty backs, and that feeling that you are part of something a bit bigger. Something a bit more primal. Something to celebrate with a nice glass of Pinot Noir. Or two.

It was a good night for getting grounded.